I didn't immediately do it, but at one point after I heard about the shooting I loaded three of my old favorite Rock Albums of Adolescent Angst (Nirvana Nevermind, The Pixies Doolittle and Peter Murphy Deep) into my CD changer. School shootings always remind me of that time of life, in part because in high school I would fantasize about perpetrating one, and in part because the college I attended freshman year had had one the year before I got there, resulting in a peculiarly uptight environment for psychologically unstable brats like me.